Desire to Come Closer to You

♕ Today's Promise: "But know that the LORD works wonders for His faithful one; the LORD will hear when I call to Him." Psalm 4:3

☊ PR Podcast Anissa

Dear ladies and brides, When I and my husband, we were not divorced thanks to materials from RMI, fasting and praying our marriage still has many problems. On one side I know it is due to my lack of Him, on the other side I am aware that those are the trials refining me and keeping my concentration on Him.

I will not speak concrete about this situation I am going through to not reveal sins of my husband. But I have realized the difference how I live through this situation. If this happened 2 years ago, I would be desperate, angry, maybe I would cry, scream. I would be arguing with my husband and speaking about that with my family and friends. The difference is that now I simply accepted it and I feel peace, security and hope, that my HH will turn it into a lot of goods and I am excited when and how it will be.

One of these things is that my husband drove me today with my baby daughter, 5 months old, to my parents app 200 km far from the place where we live, because he got angry and wanted us to be separate from each other. I did not want to go because Ephesians 4:26 says “…Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry“ and also my parents have a big house, my mum is in hospital, father is working and to be here with a small baby is quite difficult, but in obedience I have accepted and I am looking forward to everything, how the Lord will use it and that I have more time for Him. Right now, exactly in this moment I have realized the difference in me, how much my Beloved has changed me.

It is really different, when your husband is at home and is not the Spiritual leader yet (for example because he refuses it). Then, it remains much less time for intimacy with the Lord. So, thank You my Love that you gave me this time. I revised the Slovak translation of the book Finding the Abundant Life, what means reading each chapter again, again and again... and instead of being tired of it, it gave me so much desire to come closer to You, to have You so much that it will be unconditionally overflowing to the others, including my husband.

I want to thank You my dear Jesus and praise You for 3 ladies. I know it is You, who is changing me, but I want to thank You for those, who You have used for it: Erin, Michele and Sara. Thank You that you called them blessed them and thanks to their ministry I am a different person. Please give them a lot of Your mercy and Abundant Life which they deserve, fulfilled with their biggest desires and dreams. Please, give them a lot of power for their amazing daily ministry!!! Thank You My Love that thanks to these three beautiful ladies my life has changed and is changing and my hunger and thirst for You is growing! AMEN! Thank You my Love!

I wanted to put here Psalm 4:3 NHE “But know that the LORD works wonders for His faithful one; the LORD will hear when I call to Him.” I got this one in a hard situation and I am always reminded of it in other hard situations.

But, I opened this one and I have to add it also:

“I waited patiently for the LORD; He turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the LORD and put their trust in him. Blessed is the one who trusts in the LORD, who does not look to the proud, to those who turn aside to false gods. Many, LORD my God, are the wonders you have done, the things you planned for us. None can compare with you; were I to speak and tell of your deeds, they would be too many to declare. Sacrifice and offering you did not desire--but my ears you have opened--burnt offerings and sin offerings you did not require. Then I said, "Here I am, I have come--it is written about me in the scroll. I desire to do your will, my God; your law is within my heart." Psalm 40:2-8 NIV

When I was searching for the first one above I opened these one and It was exactly how I was feeling.

~ Anissa in Slovakia
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