♕ Today's Promise: "I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth." Revelation 3:15-16
~ Shundiin in New Mexico
In the beginning of my journey, I kept opening and closing my FB (facebook) account looking for "validation" and a sense that I still mattered. I was deeply injured and was busy being nosy looking into other people's lives so I wouldn't have to focus on mine. After doing this several times, the holy spirit told me to delete my account. Even though my daughter is a senior and graduating this year, I thought just to keep it open to post about her year.
The Lord showed me how FB ruined my marriage all these years and how I allowed it! I don't need to share anything. If God wants certain people to be at my daughters graduation, they will be there. I also was shown that family and friends were on my account just to spy, judge, or pray against my marriage. Everything with the Lord should be done in secret, in your secret place, your prayer closet. He is the only one you need to share happy moments with. He is the only one you need to thank and glorify with special moments, like a graduation.
Since deleting my account, my Beloved is all I need and want. I am seeking Him every spare moment. He has led me to understand that my hearts complete healing and restoring to Him will require me to obey and let go and delete social media, because it has no value in my life or in my restoration journey. It has also shown me not to "give my husband anymore ammunition" because that is what he mentioned. His family was telling him what I would post and would twist things around. Close social media and give your Beloved your all. He will make all things right, He will right all the lies and the wrongs. Give it all to Him and grow in Him. Let Him heal and restore your heart. Let Him be your all!!! Because you are worthy. Social media does not define us or make us worthy, only He does!!
"I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth." Revelation 3:15-16
He showed me how lukewarm and how I didn't obey. I did not have Him in my marriage. I did not put Him first.
For change to happen, you have to be on fire for Him and obey.