Thank you, Partners, for investing in my life which has changed drastically because of these Courses. I finally have found and experience what I have been looking for during my whole journey, starting with my Heavenly Husband, joy, laughter, peace, happiness and so much more. I have a new strength and a new mind. It has been a life-changing experience and I am forever grateful for the blessing you have made into my life. It is nothing short of amazing how I have come to find and know my Heavenly Husband and how I know want, need and live for Him now.
Well, I will say it like this. When I started my “stand,” yes I came from a standers ministry, back 3.5+ years ago, I made several mistakes. When I found that ministry, I really just wanted to find some hope, peace, joy, and strength. There were moments that I had experienced this but it was never lasting. I found myself taking 5 steps forward and feeling like I took 100 steps back. I found myself feeling like I saw some touches from above, some miracles but it was short-lived.
Around 2 months ago, by the grace of my now, Heavenly Husband, I was introduced to this ministry by a complete stranger. You see, my husband had come back home again and wanted to take a mini family vacation. So last minute we took this trip, it was amazing and so much fun, my husband even said so himself. When we came back from this trip, later that week he started talking to this other girl again, he left and has been there ever since. When my husband left, I went outside and cried out to God (this is how I knew Him).
I said, “Lord, I cannot take this anymore. I cannot take this cycle happening over and over and over again. I cannot handle watching my husband come home when it’s convenient and he remembers he has a family or when they are fighting and then just take off when they start talking again. This is not how marriage is supposed to be or look like. This is not honoring You. This is not a marriage that represents or reflects You. You hate divorce. You told me as a young girl that I was going to be a generational curse breaker for my family. I can’t keep doing this. You have got to change this. You have got to do something else. If something doesn’t change then maybe I haven’t heard from You and I was listening to myself this whole time and my own desires. I know You are real. I know You are working on the other side of the mountain and on my behalf. I know You have the final say. I know that You hate divorce. Marriage was Your creation. I know You can and will restore my marriage. Where are You? I just want to be happy, joyful, and be loved again. I give this to You Abba. I can’t keep doing this and live like this again. I need You. I’m asking You to rescue me again. Help me!”
I cannot remember if it was that night or the next day but that is when this stranger responded to my prayer on a Youtube video I had watched and gave me the link to this ministry. I looked it up and read it. At this point, I said, well I like what this is saying, I have tried everything else, why not try this, it’s only 30 days, what do I have to lose? I devoured everything I could and started my new journey.
Needless to say that was almost 2 months ago, I have completed Course 1, read How God Can and Will Restore Your Marriage, read A Wise Woman, read Prison to Praise became a prayer partner, became a partner of the ministry, now I tithe to my storehouse (RMI) and now at the end of Course 2. The amazing part is what I have accomplished in these last 2 months, is nothing short of amazing. I have come leaps and bounds compared to the 3.5+ years that I was in the standers ministry. I used to feel hopeless, cried a lot, rejected, depressed still at times, had no peace, and joy that would not last.
Now through this ministry, I have found my Heavenly Husband. I have grown so much. I have a joy, peace, strength, happiness, laughter, hope and so much more that is overflowing and abundant which is pouring over into my children, my home, my family, my friends and those around me. I finally have found what I was searching for from the beginning of my journey.
I am so grateful for this ministry. My life is forever changed. I want, need and live for my Heavenly Husband, not my husband. I have found the truth, which I am now grounded in. I have let my husband go finally as I tried so many times before but out of my own strength.
The interesting part is that before I came to this ministry, I stopped texting and calling my husband because when he was with the other girl he would never respond or answer so I stopped and that was the only reasoning I had to stop. BUT, as I came to this ministry, my meaning behind not texting or calling my husband shifted, I no longer needed or desired to. I have finally let him go. I just need my Heavenly Husband. I have found myself even asking to not bring my husband home as I am so good with how things are with Him. I just keep saying, Thy will be done. The crazy part about it is that in the last 2 weeks or so, my husband has been calling and texting me. It was like once the meaning behind me not texting or calling him shifted, things shifted in my husband.
Heavenly Husband, thank You for bringing me through the fire. Thank You for this ministry. Thank You for You did answer my prayer. You did do something different. You did rescue me. You did restore and renew my strength, joy, peace, happiness, laughter and so much more into overflow and abundance. You are all I need, want and live for. Thank You for the trials and tribulations, You granted in my life, for it brought me to You and into the Promised Land. Thank You for touching and transforming everything about it. I love You, my Love. Thank You for never giving up on me and never leaving me nor forsaking me. For whom the Son sets free is free indeed. I AM FREE INDEED!!!! HALLELUJAH! Use me, bring other women into my life that I can help for Your glory and honor. I am Your vessel. Use me as You please and deem fit. I praise You, my Love. THANK YOU!!!
Precious Beautiful Sister I pray that this gift will bless you as it has for me. I have finally found what was missing in my life and it was Him. In finding Him, I have also a newfound joy, laughter, peace, happiness, strength and so much more and it’s overflowing. My prayer is that YOU will find this too. Come and find the new you. Welcome to your new life. GOD BLESS YOU! GOD LOVES YOU!
~ Olivia in California
Luke 6:38 “Give, and it will be given to you. They will pour into your lap a good measure—pressed down, shaken together, and running over. For by your standard of measure it will be measured to you in return.”
Matthew 6:19–21 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and where thieves do not break in or steal; where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”