There is a Change in Me

♕ Today's Promise: "Instead of your shame there shall be a double portion; instead of dishonor they shall rejoice in their lot; therefore in their land they shall possess a double portion; they shall have everlasting joy." Isaiah 61:7

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I have to give praise to My True Love. He keeps on reminding me how much He loves me. How much He’s transformed me inside and out. Glory to God in the highest!!

It’s been a week since our oldest sons wedding and I am still basking in the love of My HH (Heavenly Husband).

They got engaged 6 months ago. Ever since, I’ve been fighting off thoughts and focusing on My HH more and more. Thoughts of sadness because I never imagined I would be divorced when our children got married. This is not what I planned. But His plans are higher than my plans. I wasn’t happy with my weight and looks. This made me worry about what to wear and how I would look. I was also worried about FH (former husband) attending the wedding with OW (other woman). Showing all our family and friends that they were happy together and I am alone, feeling the shame of my past and mistakes. But we all know He covers the lies of the enemy with His Truth! The enemy comes to steel, kill and destroy and he tried to do just that by stealing my peace, killing my joy and destroying all that My Love has done in my heart/life already.

The OW should’ve been walking in as the winner, the victor. Happy with her earthly man and her new life. I should’ve been seen as a woman rejected, alone and shamed. But it was not like this at all!! Actually it was the exact opposite. And My Love let me know this truth. Because we all know that Our HH (Heavenly Husband) holds the victory!!

My Love has healed me from all the pain of my past. He prepared me for this. He restored all my peace, love and joy overflowing, just in time for the wedding. FH told me that OW felt people staring at her. She felt that people might be making comments and she was very uncomfortable. What he told me let me see how self conscious she was feeling and that she was feeling the shame of her sin.

"O Lord, let me not be put to shame, for I call upon you; let the wicked be put to shame; let them go silently to Sheol." Psalm 31:17

My Love is faithful to me and His Words are Truth. I never wanted things to be this way but if My HH gets the Glory from this that’s all that matters. I love my life and am so happy that I am restored to My True Love!!! I only want His Will in my life and in theirs as well. I truly pray for only their salvation. My love has used what the enemy meant for evil and turned it for good. Everyone was able to see what The Lord has done in our situation. Family said they love how FH and I get along so well and have a new relationship now. They are happy they don’t have to choose between us. They can love us both. They saw how true happiness, forgiveness and healing can only come from The Lord. Since the wedding, I have been able to talk to others about what My Love has done in me and for me and our children.

I wasn’t sure about my dress for the wedding. I asked My Love what did He want me to wear. If there was another dress for me then give it to me. He made it clear this is what I was to wear. I was not sure about it even on the wedding day. But I was obedient.

The day of the wedding SO MANY said to me how beautiful I looked. That the dress was beautiful and I looked amazing in it. I was shocked with how many compliments I received. Not only was it because of the dress My Love chose for me but people are noticing a difference in me that is everlasting and true. So many told me how much they love me and always want me in their life!!

Even the day of the Bridal Shower, a week before the wedding, I received so many compliments from the women in the family about how happy and beautiful I look now. That there is a change in me. They’re not sure what it is and can’t describe it but they see it. Now even still after the wedding people are still telling me how amazing and happy I look.

My Love is faithful to me. He never puts me to shame. He keeps showering me with love and compliments from all around me. He shows me and everyone around me His Truth!!

"I sought the Lord, and he answered me and delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant, and their faces shall never be ashamed." Psalm 34:4-5

"Instead of your shame there shall be a double portion; instead of dishonor they shall rejoice in their lot; therefore in their land they shall possess a double portion; they shall have everlasting joy." Isaiah 61:7

I have waited to be here in this place with My Love for so long. And for so long I thought I was there but Brides I have to say it keeps getting better! Keep moving closer to your HH (Heavenly Husband). There’s so much more He wants to give you. More than our hearts desire, more than we can ever imagine. I no longer need or want anything else in my life but Him. I keep telling everyone that I love my life, I’m living so free now and I love Him with all my heart, mind, soul and strength.

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