Sweet ladies and especially the ones with broken heart, I praise my Beloved, that He took me to this Restoration Journey, helped me do not give up and in reward, blessed my life so much in so many areas!!! Today, swimming in our private pool when my all three baby girls were sleeping, I almost cried from all the blessings I have. I would have nothing, no private pool, no baby, if I did not go through so much pain, pain, pain and broken heart maybe like you my dear today. Believe me sweet sister, I understand your pain and all of us here in RMI too. During my restoration journey, I wanted to give up so many times and I wanted to fill for divorce myself, or run away from my EH, because I just could not bear anymore the pain and all adversity what was happening every day. It is so hard do not give up, when It really looks that the people around you who divorced are much more happy than you today…So if you feel like this right now, believe me I understand you so much, I was there also and I want to tell you: Do not give up!!! Hold on, He will reward you in many areas of your life when you will hold on and it is really worthy for it!!!! Hold His hands, read all the resource here in RMI, testimonies, make the journals and you will see, that one day He will turn your situation, no matter how bad it is!!! All this happens, because He just loves you so much and He wants you to give a beautiful life, much better then you had!!! Hold on my dear sister, we all here understand you so much!!! Much love from Anissa!!!