♕ Today's Promise: A wise woman, “looks well to the ways of her household, and does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children rise up and bless her; her husband also, and he praises her, saying: ‘Many daughters have done nobly, but you excel them all.’ Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain, but a woman who [s]fears the Lord, she shall be praised. Give her the product of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.” Proverbs 31:27-31.
My Beloved I feel so much joy and peace when I say that I have finally experienced unconditional love. I have looked for love in all the wrong places and given my heart to people who didn't value me as a woman and wife. When I first started these courses I never really understood when the women would say they experienced the lord as their husband and fell in love with Him but now I understand . All I want to do is be faithful to Him. I have so much joy and peace right now it's unbelievable last year when I first started on my journey I prayed that I would get to the point where I didn't cry or hurt or even be okay to be without my husband. I look back and I just smile because day by day the Lord has been keeping me and I'm doing it even though my EH (earthly husband) isn't home yet God has been showing me is love never changes He doesn't lie to me, cheat on me , neglect me I have been experiencing His love and comfort and I'm so grateful for this Thank you Lord . When I started my journey it was all about my EH (earthly husband) and me wanting my marriage but now I just want things to be over so I can move on with my life. I trust God about my marriage. Sometimes I feel like I'm okay without Him. I'm enjoying my journey I'm learning , I'm growing and I'm happy sometimes it's hard but with God's love I bounce right back God love endures forever and I'm His forever praise God I love you so much!
I've learned to let go and let God at one point I feared that if I let go completely that the OW (other woman) would win my EH (earthly husband) heart and my EH would forget about me but honestly I 've seen more progress letting go than putting my hands in it. Also having a gentle and quiet spirit I see growth in myself. I'm so quick to fly off the handle and want to give people a piece of my mind and if I'm hurting I'm going to make you hurt but lately I have been keeping my mouth closed and I'm at peace with that. When I see or hear things that hurt me I remain quiet and humble. I cry to the Lord and a huge burden is lifted. I couldn't ask for anything more.
All I want to do is serve the Lord I want to encourage and motivate others. That's my desire. I'm happy with my journey and I will apply all principles I learned in every aspect of my life.
Dear Brides, Hang on and trust the process for we come to the Lord broken but it's in our brokenness we find strength more than we could ever imagine. The brokenness leads to conviction, conviction leads to repentance, the repentance leads salvation and within this brokenness He creates us and mold us into a woman after God's heart. The journey is hard and confusing but we must surrender. My marriage isn't restored yet but my heart and soul is in a better place spiritually than I have ever been before. I've learned and also experienced that this journey isn't about our marriage but God restoring us first so we can intercede and gain strength , knowledge and understanding to fight spiritually to remember the enemy doesn't bother you if he doesn't feel threatened.
Trust me when you cry and when you hurt praise your way through tell the enemy he is a liar the enemy gets confused and bothered when we send up praises please press your way, fast, pray for strength daily and believe. I was so broken my days was filled with darkness I didn't see any hope any life I was alive but not living, now I have peace that surpasses all understanding my EH (earthly husband) had a heart of stone he was so upset with me I pushed him in the arms of the OW (other woman) but God is faithful trust me I see more change following the principles than the past 3 years of turmoil my marriage has been in, hang on, push, press, fight read, learn, study all you can get closer to God his love will sustain you I'm living it right now .
I haven’t read the book Workers@Home but I believe it's anointed because nothing has steered me wrong so far. Reading you gain knowledge and understanding, read so you can grow.
“ A wise woman, “looks well to the ways of her household, and does not eat the bread of idleness. Her children rise up and bless her; her husband also, and he praises her, saying: ‘Many daughters have done nobly, but you excel them all.’ Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain, but a woman who [s]fears the Lord, she shall be praised. Give her the product of her hands, and let her works praise her in the gates.” Proverbs 31:27-31.