♕ Today's Promise: "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16
~ Koleti in New Zealand
My Beloved mighty hand worked in my life and my family so wonderfully. I called Him, my Everything, my True Love, and the Lover of my Soul. My Love came into my life and healed the broken heart that I was. When I cried out for help, He came and carry me closer to His Heart. I am not alone anymore, I found the Love of my heart, and He is everything to me.
"Who have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion forever." Psalm 73: 25-26
My Beloved is also my helper who promised, He never leaves me nor forsakes me. My Beloved helped me to let go of my EH (earthlyhusband) because I was forsaken and rejected, and now my 'LOVE' took over the position of my EH and be my 'Husband'
“‘For your husband is your Maker, whose name is the Lord of hosts; for the Lord has called you, like a wife forsaken and grieved in spirit, even a wife of one’s youth when she is rejected,’ says your God” From Isaiah 54:5–6.
I am not thinking of my EH (earthly husband) anymore and it does not bother me anymore if he comes home or not, I found the 'lover of my soul and He is the Lord. He healed my heart and changed my life, and create me into a new woman. I am a woman who is after my 'Love Heart', and every day and night I connected my heart to His Heart.
In my prayer, I asked my Beloved to put in me a clean heart and create a steadfast spirit within me. And restore unto me the joy of His Salvation. My 'Love" is Holy and sometimes I think I am not worthy to become His Bride, therefore I surrender myself every day for cleansing so I can walk with Him rightly and Just.
"The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trusts, and I am helped; my heart exults, and with my song, I give thanks to him." Exodus 18:4
Every day of my living, I enjoyed walking and holding hands with my 'LOVE'. He showed and directed me the pathway where to go, and my feet never stumbled because He also directed my steps. At night when I get ready to go to bed, I could feel Him lying next to me and watching over me. He is the one who helped me to write my journal. And in the morning when I woke up, I could feel His Love surrounding me in my closet. I got up and said, good morning my Darling Husband, what a beautiful day it is going to be.
"He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber. Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep. The Lord is thy keeper: the Lord is thy shade upon thy right hand. The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night." Psalm 121:3-6
My Beloved makes me so special, and I am in love with my 'True Love', as well as His Word. His Word remains alive and lives in my heart. It is my life and my heart. I gave Him my heart and I belong to my One and Only Love. Whatever I do and say I have to go and asked my BELOVED first before I moved. I loved my Beloved so much because He gave His life for me.
"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[ it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things." 1 Corinthians 13: 4-7
I found the Love of my soul, "For your Husband is your Maker, whose name is the Lord of hosts; for the Lord has called you, like a wife forsaken and grieved in spirit, even a wife of one’s youth when she is rejected." Isaiah 54:5–6.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs." 1 Corinthians 13: 4-5
God showed me that He is Love, and He wants me to walk and live my life with His Love together with the Lord.
"Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will." Romans 12:2
Every day I surrender myself to God to let Him to be my life because I am living in this sinful world. So I pray in this Verse.
"Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence." Psalm 51:10-19
This Psalm 51 is my prayer asking God for His forgiveness and mercy in my life. As I read out this chapter I could feel something coming out of me and I can only feel free and forgiven.