♕ Today's Promise: “So we are convinced that every detail of our lives is continually woven together to fit into God’s perfect plan of bringing good into our lives, for we are his lovers who have been called to fulfill his designed purpose.” Romans 8:28
Hello dear Brides!!
Today, I would like to open my heart and share with you, brides, some very private things, but I believe that this is the time...another one chapter of my Journey’s Novel.
When I went to visit my earthly husband for the third time, the Lord showed me that I was at a time of the month that I was ovulating a lot. I could feel that this was not normal, but I was peaceful.
When I arrived in Switzerland, and I met my husband, he was so loving and did not want protection for intimacy as he always does. I knew the Lord was in control.
After 10 days I came back I was very sick, stomached and terrible migraines, and I cannot eat for 8 days, I just could only drink tonic water and a cream cracker (biscuit) and sometimes eat very cold pineapple. My stomach didn't accept anything. I realized that my period was late, but I did not create expectations. I was so sick that I couldn't see the signs. So, 5 days late I saw that my “period” arrived, but it was different, and it was only 3 days and a very little and different colour (it was a indication, but I didn’t know). I had an appointment by phone and the doctor told me that this was a very strong migraine and she gave me some tablets for this.
I was getting better so I could eat, but I still felt sick, but I didn’t imagine it could be a pregnancy. When I completed 1 month, I started having severe cramps and I saw I was having a miscarriage again. I couldn't believe it, as I didn't see all the symptoms as it was the other time, stomached, craving for cold pineapple, craving to drink cold things ... anyway ... I had a miscarriage and now I'm here sharing with you beloved brides, but I am calm and at peace. I had a difficult night because I had a lot of cramps, but the Lord embraced me.
In the morning I spoke with my e-partner to pray for me and then I could feel more peace and rest.
In another time that this happened (it was 2 years ago), so I murmured, I questioned God, I cried, I screamed, but this time I am "anesthetized" as if the Lord has healed my feelings of loss.
I did not speak to my earthly husband about pregnancy or miscarriage because he is not sending messages, he is very quiet, so I am quiet too, waiting on the Lord. I believe “So we are convinced that every detail of our lives is continually woven together to fit into God’s perfect plan of bringing good into our lives, for we are his lovers who have been called to fulfill his designed purpose” Romans 8:28 (The Passion Translation).
It was sad, difficult days, sorrows, tests of course, but it didn't leave my day bad or bad thoughts couldn't take the praise off my mouth. I PTL all time!! “And everything I’ve taught you is so that the peace which is in me will be in you and will give you great confidence as you rest in me. For in this unbelieving world you will experience trouble and sorrows, but you must be courageous, for I have conquered the world!” John 16:33 (The Passion Translation).
Last year I asked God if that was not His plans or dreams for me so that He would take out that dream from my heart, but He did again, and just to remember you my EH (earthly husband) has some fertility problems, but nothing is impossible for God. \o/
Ladies, I am here to encouraging you to Praise the Lord with me for all the benefits He is doing for us. He knows the appointed time for all, and He knows what the best is for us.
"Lord, I passionately love you and I’m bonded to you, for now you’ve become my power! You’re as real to me as bedrock beneath my feet, like a castle on a cliff, my forever firm fortress, my mountain of hiding, my pathway of escape, my tower of rescue where none can reach me. My secret strength and shield around me, you are salvation’s ray of brightness shining on the hillside, always the champion of my cause. All I need to do is to call to you, singing to you, the praiseworthy God" Psalm 18:1-3 (The Passion Translation).
~ Erica in UK
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