At the beginning I made the mistake of telling everyone about my situation, seeking refuge and help. It wasn’t until I understood that God was my only refuge that I turned to Him. Then on a Saturday, when I fasted the entire day, I asked Him to remove this affliction and that I wanted to see Him as my only Source of peace and joy, my only Refuge, my Father, my HH, my Friend.
I am so happy that my Beloved shows me that I need to detach myself from earthly things. Therefore, I want to surrender everything to the Lord each day and engage with Him each day in such a way that I can detach myself from these material possessions and agree enthusiastically.
We are 💖 loved by Him with eternal love 💖 and we can spend today wrapped in His perfect love! 💖
When I BD (Sought God) because of the weight I was gaining, He reminded me of my failure in having stopped fasting, and I needed to recognize my mistake and repent, ask for forgiveness from my Beloved and remember how I was so encouraged here at RMI (Restore Ministries International) to fast.
On this journey I learned that I must take everything to Him, I learned to stay away from evil, to stay silent in certain environments, taking everything to the Lord and asking if I should give my opinion.
One thing I learned, my dears, was that doing something without the Lord’s blessing will never produce lasting happiness in us. So, when I remembered several past experiences, I simply changed the way I prayed and began to pray that if that was the Lord’s plan for me, amen, and if not, I was ready to accept His will for me!
He alone can show you the right path to take. He alone can change the circumstances that seem hopeless. Only He is able to turn the hearts of those who have rejected us.
If they obey and serve him, they will spend the rest of their days in prosperity and their years in contentment.
Everything I have been learning has had a huge impact on my life, and today I can only look back and understand that I need to sing and praise Him, as if all the promises were already fulfilled in my life.