He Turned My Willingness Into Trust

I’ve had health issues. I’ve gained weight, felt weak and tired for months. I was called to confirm a doctors appointment that I didn’t even know I had. I accepted it and went anyway. When I got there they didn’t know why I had an appointment and neither did I. Well turns out we decided to do an exam that she saw I was over due for. To our surprise she found a large cervical mass and said I needed a procedure to have it removed. It caused some fear that I might be in pain and also what would be the results of it. I spoke to my Beloved Husband about it. He reassured me that I am not alone. That He protects me and I am safe no matter what I go through or what the results are. I also thought it was amazing how my Husband arranged for this mysterious appointment that none of us knew about but Him. He always knows exactly what I need.

I absolutely love feeling safe in the protection of my Husband. I’ve never felt safe for all my whole life until I became His bride. My heart, mind, body and soul are completely safe with Him. Something that no earthly man can offer or promise.

Just before the procedure as I was in the room preparing for the doctor to come in, a lot of fear came over me. I really wanted to find a way and reason to tell him that I think we should cancel this procedure. Then I told my Husband— “You are the Mighty Physician and You have performed supernatural births. If You can do that, then You can perform this procedure for me pain free. I know You can.”

I kept saying that to Him all the way up until the doctor started the procedure and guess what? As he started I didn’t feel a thing. Even when the doctor warned me that he was starting and I would feel a little of this or that, I didn’t. Even as the doctor told me during the procedure that this is more difficult than usual and he was struggling with the removal and also to stop the bleeding, I still didn’t feel any pain. All I felt was the presence of my Mighty Physician and Husband in control of everything. Standing there as the superior over this doctor, supervising his every move and making sure I was ok.

All results came back fine, recovery was fine. I did have some lingering bleeding and fatigue but this gave me more opportunity to snuggle up to my Husband and rest in His loving arms. I remember a time, several months ago, I told Him- “I don’t have trust.” And He said- “but you are willing.” That’s all He needs is our willingness. He has taken that willingness and turned it into trust. He’s changed my heart. Now, I fully trust my Husband completely. He’s the only One I can depend on. Who protects me, takes care of me and comforts me. He’s my strength when I am weak. He’s my strong rock that I lean on. The strong arms that I rest in. He’s everything I need and the only One I need.

11 thoughts on “He Turned My Willingness Into Trust”

  1. Thank you for sharing your praise report dear Ruby, our Darling Lord is the best Healer ever. I will never forget when I showed the my son’s brain scans (my son had a stroke before birth) to the physio therapist and she said he isn’t suppose to talk a word, because it the area he has a lot of brain damage, but he speaks totally normal.
    “By the power of signs and wonders, through the power of the Spirit of God.” —R15:19 https://biblehub.com/romans/15-19.htm
    By his wounds you are healed. 1P2:24 https://biblehub.com/romans/15-19.htm
    O yes and I have to share another healing testimony: when my son went for an operation and the doctor said because of his disability his one leg is going to be shorter than the other one, but it wasn’t and even the doctor said it is a miracle.
    The Lord is really the best Healer ever!!!

    1. How amazing!! It is so wonderful to have a Husband that is our Physician and Healer. Such miracles only He can do. 😍

  2. I am glad that you have your faith in Him to help you through that difficult time. It is always comforting to know that we are not alone in our struggles, and that our Beloved is always with us. I am so glad that you were able to feel His presence during your procedure, and that He was able to give you peace and comfort. 💕

  3. Dear Ruby, it’s a beautiful testimony! I am glad that you are recovering well. Your testimony really makes me think about where we start in building our faith. “My sacrifice, O God, is a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart you, God, will not despise.” Psalm 51:17 I started being willing because of a broken heart. And when we are willing, we are really embracing His will in our lives and trusting Him in everything.

  4. Thank you Ruby for sharing this amazing testimony and how He orchestrated everything. He is our Great Physician and He knows exactly what we need and when, even without us knowing we need it :):) And amazing how you put your faith in Him and found peace in the fact that He was right next to you, holding the doctor’s hand.

    My dear Ruby, I would like to encourage you to SG about enrolling in RMIOU to study one of the ministering courses https://rmiou.com/min/. To get started, please go to https://rmiou.com/htgs/.

  5. I enjoyed reading your praise so much Ruby!! It is so wonderful to know that He brought you through and out of this from the very start of a doctors appointment that not you or them knew why? That in itself is a miracle because your Husband absolutely knew why!! 🙌 I love how you share in that moment of fear you remembered so many supernatural childbirths and if they could be pain free why could your procedure not be??

    “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony;” R12:11
    https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation%2012%3A11&version=KJV,ESV,TLB

  6. Thank you Ruby, I am so glad that I could read your praise report this morning, because I was talking to my Beloved about some impossibilities and when I read: “but you are willing.” That’s all He needs is our willingness” – I knew this was from Him to my heart. 💔
    Thank you so much for opening your heart in this special way, Ruby!
    Is anything too hard for the Lord? G18.14
    https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=genesis+18%3A14&version=NIV

  7. Love this Ruby!! Praise Him always!! I got my bladder surgery two weeks ago, and to this day I haven´t felt any pain, which is weird and makes me feel I can do everything, but of course I can´t hahaha. He is the best Husband in the world, I am more than happy that He led you to a place of healing, and He directed you every step of the way! That is how much we are loved by Him, something we will never truly comprehend!
    My Beloved bless me with a cleaning lady for this whole month!! Now I can even spend more time with Him while I heal!!
    Thank you for sharing!

  8. Thank you dear Ruby for your beautiful praise about trusting in the, I also struggle sometimes with Trusting in Him, but it was great to hear that we need only to be willing and He will do the rest. Glory to Him!

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