I Felt Bad About My Blackmail

โ™• Today's Promise: โ€œEven though I punished you in my anger, I will restore you in my gracious favor and show you my tender compassion.โ€ Isaiah 60:10

Yesterday the Lord revealed to me what tithing is and I finally understood it and it has never been any clearer than yesterday...and today was a day he made in deed though it started a bit rough I live with my mom and other family members and itโ€™ can be very difficult at times to see eye to eye.

But today I knew that I must of done something right in Godโ€™s eyes to experience the enemy to use people to discourage me but I chose to believe God. Later on that night as I was reading an encourager email I received my husband text me he asked if I was awake and after I finished reading a praise report I actually so happen to get mine wow that was So God!

My husband and I were texting back and forth for about an hour we talk about our daughter but it wasnโ€™t all about her I know he send me pictures of the free meals he received with his military ID and though I was trying to see if I could see anyone elseโ€™s plate in the picture I just lifted it to God and just thank him that my husband was even letting me know a bit about his day I feel heโ€™s wall he built for me not to get in is falling and Iโ€™m slowly getting in.

I apologize to him because before I found this blessing of a website I blackmailed my husband I know he wanted to claim our daughter in his taxes and by the army but since I started working I realized I could claim her since she lived with me and I do all the work and this upset him very much but I wasnโ€™t doing it for the money but possibly because I angry at him and I didnโ€™t want him to use our daughter to get money and go with another person and spend it. I donโ€™t know if there is anyone else but I was just thinking like that but after finding this website I just felt bad about my blackmail and tonight I apologized I told him he Doesnโ€™t have to feel forced to spend time with us as a family just because that as a condition I blackmailed him with if he would spend time with us I would let him claim her and I just apologized because that was wrong from me. But he still agreed for us to go take our daughter to take Christmas pictures together!

And we are going to take her to the movie theater for her first time just us 3 as a family! Well not just us 3 Abba father is also coming with I need him Iโ€™m not letting go of him! This is a big deal for me because my husband had set up a wall against me and wouldnโ€™t even let me get in his car yet even spend time together or do thing that families do!

I am so beyond happy because I can see God in the midst of all of this and I know there is more praise reports to come leading to the biggest one my marriage restoration thank you father God you are so good to me thank you for your protection and opening the door for me where my EH had closed it but you open it for me and all of my life is in the Palm of your hand.

Malachi 3:10โ€“11 โ€œโ€˜Bring the whole tithe into the STOREHOUSE, so that there may be food in My house, and test Me now in this,โ€™ says the Lord of hosts, โ€˜if I will not open for you the windows of heaven, and pour out for you a blessing until it overflows. THEN I will rebuke the devourer for you, so that it may not destroy the fruits of the ground; nor will your vine in the field cast its grapes,โ€™ says the Lord of hosts.โ€

~ Lianna in California
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