I was disconnected from God

I wanted to take a moment to say PRAISE GOD for all of the amazing testimonies that have been shared about being healed from depression. As I was reading them I recognized a lot of common things. I used to be a hardcore IV drug user and praise the Good GOOD LORD HE SET ME FREE after a decade of that!! But I used to believe that all that drug use causes me to physically be damaged to the point where I couldn't find enjoyment as much as other people. I had someone I loved also say that same thing, which confirmed it in my mind, that I was broken. Looking back, it caused me a lot of problems, naturally, it hurt, it hurt to know even my own children didn't see me as happy and joyful as a mom should be, but as I am growing and learning from my HH I can now see and know that it was because I was disconnected from God. When I was saved 8 years ago I felt so free so loved but I slowly stopped studying and praying and never stuck with it for long when I did start again. I was tossed to and fro in every wave that came my way. And sometimes those waves were merely my own emotions or hormones fluctuating and I couldn't feel stable at all.
I am so so grateful that I understand that My GOD is so solid HE can be leaned on he can actually carry me when I need Him. I am also so grateful that he has put me in a place, that I am able to stay home and homeschool my children, so if I am having a rough day, I can stop, and seek Him. I am not out in the world I am in my own sanctuary of sorts and I am beyond grateful he's done that for me. I can now teach my children that our emotions are meant to show us what we need from God! That they are good but we ought not to let them run us!!

2 thoughts on “I was disconnected from God”

  1. Dear Rasa, thank you for your testimony of how He helped you to overcome, for more testimonies, please visit (https://hopeatlast.com/get-help-to-hurdles-over-your-fears-with-testimonies-milestones/testimonies-of-healing-from-addictions/).

    Finding the our one TRUE LOVE (https://loveatlast.org/) is all we need to be fulfilled and to be at peace and experience true joy, regardless of our circumstances. Making the Lord your First Love is what all women need, regardless of your marital status or current situation, He gives us peace that surpasses all understanding.

  2. Thank you for sharing this beautiful testimony precious Rasa, I am so grateful that our Darling Lord also healed you from depression, He too healed me from depression and your praise is just again proof that our Darling Lord is the One and Only Healer – https://encouragingwomen.org/alive-with-a-purpose/
    My life too changed when my Darling Lord became my First Love and I just how we can lean on Him for everything, from hope to comfort and I too experience that He carried me after my dad’s stroke and I held on to Him with both hands – https://encouragingwomen.org/have-faith-and-do-not-fear/

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