Restoring My relationship with my first Love and answer my calling

On the Friday evening at the wise woman retreat my journey started the moment I had opened my wise woman book and everything I had read hit me verry hard.. when I was done reading the first four pages of my wise woman book I couldn't fall asleep at all its when I got that conviction upon me its like God have me in His place where He wants me to speak to me.. On the morning the 2nd day of the wise woman retreat I had gone under a spiritual operation where God got hold of me . O was so conficted and broken under God's presence while I was filled with the Holy spirit.. God had took me back where I had left him and how I was running from my calling.. He had told me it is me who had cause everything,it's was me running from Him that's why He allow everyone I LOVE in my family to turn against to allow me to run back to Him. And receive Him again as my First true LOVE. He also told me That I have been Chosen to safe a Nation a Generation I must reach out to no matter my age or anything. He told me He has called me and chosen me as ESTHER a young woman who will set a Nation free a THE Now Geration and it is time to put on my shoes that my daddy did bring for me in my 3rd dream while he was already 3months with the Lord.. On the Sunday the 3rd day of our wise woman retreat I received my confirmation about everything God has spoken to me about and evens about The woman I am related to in the Bible Queen Ester evens about holy dancing shoes God had put on my feet and also about being the chosen one God has Chosen to safe a Nation an Generation that I must safe and reach out to for God's honour and glory for His Kingdom..I am so blessed to get hold of finding my First true LOVE again and it is God...
I am ready to walk with my First true LOVE again.. I left the wise woman retreat with "Without A word" where I will only be sensitive to the Holy spirit and walk away from anything silently but praying..
The moment when I left the Wise woman Retreat I arrived at home the Sunday afternoon and I got a surprise My son, the one who is normally full of anger towards me was waiting for me out side on the couch and the moment I did step into the gate he ran to me and give me a hug and a kiss telling me I LOVE YOU MOMMY AND I did missed you.. evens my eldest brother asked me how my weekend was who never spoken to me before. My baby girl were so calm around me that she never is.. Also before going to bed my son were laying next to me on my bed.. I only can thank God for everything. I am still trusting for my mom who is blaming me for everything my late father had done to her cause she treats me and hurts me the same ways my dad did. GOD WILL TOUCH MY MOMMY... BUT Most of all I Give all the Glory and Honour to God for allowing me to make it to be part of the 2ND ANNUAL WISE WOMEN RETREAT CAPE TOWN 2024. It was so amazing

4 thoughts on “Restoring My relationship with my first Love and answer my calling”

  1. Thank you so much Lady Ester to come and share your experince your weekend with all the Ladies here.

  2. Hello my dear precious sister. Reading this especially the end l felt so teary eyed πŸ₯Ή especially when you spoke about your son and daughter ❀️ l am so amazed and in awe that after the Retreat He immediately started working in the hearts of some your family after he performed heart surgery on you. I am convinced and confident He will complete the good work He started πŸ™Œ Amen!!

    Phil1:6
    I am convinced and confident of this very thing, that He who has begun a good work in you will [continue to] perfect and complete it until the day of Christ Jesus [the time of His return].

    As you continue applying all the principles from the WW you will see how things continue to turn around even your mommys heart ❀️

  3. Dear Ester, I am so grateful that our Beloved Lord touched your heart over the weekend and that you had such a blessed experience with Him.

    The Wise Women book touched all of our lives when we were led to RMI broken and desperate.

    The Lord wants to be your First Love, your Heavenly Husband. He loves you with an everlasting love and longs to give you the Abundant Life, regardless of your circumstances, just like He gave all of us the Abundant Life that was led to the ministry.
    I would like to encourage you to do the Abundant Life course after you’ve completed the Wise Women book. https://loveatlast.org/finding-the-abundant-life/

  4. Wow what a beautiful testimony precious Ester, thank you for sharing it. I am so grateful that you found your First Love again, oor must He found you, because He has this appointed specially planned for you, I just love what He does!
    On the First Wise Women Retreat, I still had so much bitterness and it was the Saturday afternoon in front of the water, that my Darling Lord took away all the bitterness, it brings back such lovely memories.

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